I have one wish that is not gonna be happened.. become a married student. It's my 3rd year I'm here as a Ph.D student.. but I'm not really happy when I can't focus and cannot make any move for my writing.. I'm not happy when thinking of I'm all alone here.. I just hope that, in one fine day, I'll meet someone who will make my day.. but, I'm afraid.. if I meet my man, Allah will take mom, away from me.. for mom, I'm her everything..